Or even if she bitterly pointed at his nose and hated to scold him.
It’s a pity that she never does that.
Whenever she sees him, she has an attitude towards him-indifference.
A woman who can completely ignore the man she deeply loves has not changed for decades, and there will probably be no one else except her.
Looking at her eyes with deepening wrinkles, Fan Yuanchao was surprised to see that she was old.
And I am actually old.
"In a blink of an eye, more than 30 years have passed, Lu Lan. Who do you think the two of us are?"
Lu Lan sat there sullenly.
Everything in the past is like a flash across the sky for her.
It has long since disappeared.
Qualitatively speaking, she and Xiaojing are both quite determined women-either have it or give it up, and if they can’t be lovers, they can finally be passers-by.
Eyes have some hanging but Lv Lanyin is still as calm as before.
"I have long forgotten who I have spared."
Have you forgotten?
Staring at her swollen eyes Fan Yuanchao some thinking trance.
At that time, he was still a frivolous teenager, and his eyes were so clear that they once took away his breath and made him often stay up all night. It was also her eyes that really looked at him and kissed his lips.
On that day, when she stood on tiptoe wearing red shoes and kissed her, her happy eyes, shy and timid, were always reflected in his mind.
Now they are as light as water.
Time is like running water, gone forever.
It took him a long time to react from his memories. Today is not the day.
He cleared his throat awkwardly and put on a smile again.
"Everything pays attention to a causal cycle, Lu Lan. I really didn’t expect my son and your daughter to go back to our old ways. He is like me. He loves Xiaojing very much. Sometimes I even admire my own son, which is a little pitiful and hateful. Even though he knows his feelings and hopes that he may never get her again, he still insists on his love, regardless of whether it is right or wrong, regardless of the world, he just lets go and follow her footsteps."
"Do you think he did the right thing?" Nian Ma also smiled a little dry and dumb.
Fan Yuanchao put his hands on his face and said, "Lv Lan, I am not as good as my son."
The line of sight at his Lv Lan didn’t speak.
Paused for a few seconds, Fan Yuanchao struggled to lift his face from the palm of his hand. The shoulders of a generation of men who joined the army were still so straight, but they had a little hesitation to ask questions. He also considered a generation without any results.
"Lv Lan if …" Close your eyes, he doesn’t know what’s the point of asking this question.
"What?" She looked at him.
Looking at her again for a long time, Fan Yuanchao’s voice was slightly slower. "If I had been as persistent as today’s iron, would our results be different today?"
Lu Lan suddenly smiled. "If there were that, if there would be no fate between iron and xiaojing today, maybe we used to be doomed love who made them both!"
"Lu Lan!" Fan Yuanchao sound a little excited.
She didn’t tell him the answer directly, but her answer was the answer.
If he had stepped forward, Fan Tie and Nian Xiaojing would not have been born …
That is to say, he dare not think again.
Time has already passed, and Fan Yuanchao choked up.
"At that time, I didn’t know if you would give me such an answer. Later, when I got married, I wanted to forget you and live a good life, but no matter how hard I tried, I found that there was always a person walking on the road. I had no goal, no end point and no meaning in life. No matter whether my family, marriage or career were pushed forward by inertia, my parents and friends all told me that it was right to go this way … I kept walking and I never dared to look back, and I was afraid that I would run to your direction as soon as I turned back .."
There is no expression for his confession of Lu Lan.
"I’ve been doing well, you know."
"Yes, I know I saw … you and he were very happy. In fact, I have been working hard since Lu Lantie’s mother died … but he is my comrade-in-arms in old age. Believe me, I really don’t want to destroy his family, but I can’t help myself … asshole!"
His eyes were a little wet, and Lu Lan laughed. "He always missed you and kept telling me when he was dying. He always remembered drinking glutinous rice wine with you when he was in the Wusi River."
Glutinous rice wine.
Every word, her voice seems calm, but it is sharper than the sharpest blade in the world.
Lively inserted into Fan Yuanchao’s heart.
That night, the moon was full by the river Uz, and he invited his comrades to dinner and drink just to get him drunk and then touch her bed.
It was that night that I was drunk, and when I couldn’t find my wife when I was half drunk and half awake, I slipped and fell down. The camp was building fortifications and broke my leg, and then I had to be demobilized and returned to my rural hometown.
He retired and took her away completely, and he will never get over the hurdle in his heart.
See her calm without angry eyes Fan Yuanchao complexion is somewhat white flag above my door.
"That’s because he doesn’t know how beast I am Fan Yuanchao."
"He doesn’t know anything and always thinks you are a good man. You are unswerving and loyal to your comrades …" A little bit of Lu Lanbian said and laughed with red eyes.
Fan Yuanchao’s forehead and veins stood out suddenly became excited. "Lv Lan, you are me!"
Say that finish yourself and got a fright.
How many years have I not been so eager for teenage feelings? With a sigh and a deep breath, he forced himself to calm himself. "I’m sorry, I’m a little excited. Lv Lan doesn’t blame you. I blame myself for not being firm enough. I hated you so much at that time that I couldn’t wait to strangle you. I can’t figure out why you gave up our relationship easily."
"It’s all over! It’s a generation in a flash! "
"I remember I said that a generation would never fail you … hehe … as a result, I was the one who failed you."
Lu Lan shook her head and felt that she hadn’t thought about so many things for a long time and suddenly felt a little tired.
Slowly, she closed her eyes and still leaned against the wall.
"Well, you go home and let people see that Commander Fan is not good."
Looking at her, looking at her face seems to be not tired and alienating Fan Yuanchao. It’s a little hard to get up and walk slowly step by step.
She sounds behind her back.
"I can accept your money to help because my daughter needs it … you owe her old age to help her, but I hope you can find a way to take your son away! He is a good boy, so it’s not worthwhile for my daughter to ruin the happiness of a generation without blessing. "
Happiness? !
Fan Yuanchao didn’t look back when he thought of his life.
"I can’t control him when he grows up!"
Of course, he doesn’t want to care.
With that, he heaved a sigh of relief, and his emotions were no longer exposed. He strode away.
Looking at his straight back, Lv Lan knows that this is Fan Yuanchao now.
The boy in my memory died many years ago.
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